22.10.11

Working with Sigils, and an overview of Gnosis.









The process of creating Sigils to be used in an upcoming painting, incorporating writing inspired by the concept of the work.

A sigil is a symbol created for a specific magical purpose. A sigil is usually made up of a complex combination of several specific symbols or geometric figures, each with a specific meaning or intent. In medieval ceremonial magic, the term sigil was commonly used to refer to occult signs which represented various angels and demons which the magician might summon.






The concept of "Gnosis" or the "Gnostic state" and using a sigil
"Gnosis is an intense state of no-mind, or one-pointedness, involving seeking out an altered state of brain consciousness.  'The direct perception of the Void' for all intents and purposes.  It might be thought of as the state when the discursive mind shuts down, leaving an unfiltered access to the subconscious. At the point when the mind has ceased “moving” – movement is the sign of the psychic censor struggling to maintain control – the will (in sigil form, for example) is quietly dragged into the void, along with the surroundings."

Basically, when a point of complete tranquility and trance occurs, or, a complete overload of sensory occurs, the conscious thought process collapses, giving way to a moment of total stillness or nothingness in conscious brain activity; basically a void in the human thought process.  At this point, in working with sigils, when the gostic state is achieved, one would direct all focus on the form of the sigil, taking it into the sub-conscious.  Then, when the fleeting state ends and normal cognitive thought process returns, all thought of the sigil is cast away, and is not thought of again, letting the sigil only exist in the subconscious.  If for example, the statement "It is my Will to run a marathon in my best time yet" is turned into a sigil, and then submitted to the subconscious through a Gnostic ritual, the idea will go to work in your subconscious, driving you to achieve this goal without you necessarily thinking about it in your waking life. And in this way, the motivation and ambition to carry out such a Will will be stronger and more successful than if you were just considering such goals consciously.


A few different methods of achieving Gnosis
Inhibitory gnosis is a form of deep meditation into a trance state of mind. This type of gnosis uses slow and regular breathing techniques, absent thought processes, progressive muscular relaxation, self-induction and self-hypnosis techniques. Means employed may also include fasting, sleeplessness, sensory deprivation and hypnotic or trance inducing drugs.

Excitatory gnosis describes a mindlessness reached through intense arousal. It is aimed to be reached through sexual excitation, intense emotions, flagellation, dance, drumming, chanting, sensory overload, hyperventilation and the use of dis-inhibitory, stimulative, or hallucinogenic drugs.

16.10.11



This is now finished and has been proved difficult to photograph because of the glare I keep getting off the black, but here it is.



I worked on this last night, and can't decide if it's finished or not. Overall I don't feel very successful about it, and I'm not very interested in it anymore. The figure on the left was a struggle and I ended up scraping out details from the face last night, and covering up others. I'll probably at least go back and fix/finish the eye.

More experimental figurative panels.







I continued what I was doing last week and made 3 more of these wood panel painting/drawings. I think as a series these are complete now, and I'm pretty happy with how they've turned out.

8.10.11

Mini Series







Decided yesterday to do try out an idea I've had for a little while, made these three little experimental figurative paintings. Clear gessoed the panels, then put down some white acrylic gesso for a bit of background, then combined graphite and oil to create the figures. Ended up being really enjoyable, I might do a few more.

17.9.11

Random bits of inspiration - II




Every night last week after getting booted out of the studio by security around 1am, I'd come home, make dinner and watch a Godard film.  I can see how Anna Karina was Godard's muse.  Very wonderful films.



Qu'est ce que je peux faire? Je sais pas quoi faire!